I fixed some soup, I don’t even really like soup. In the month of March I need to figure out tons of stuff, about what college I’m for sure going too, and I need to find a job. Prom is going to be here sooner than I thought,probably won’t have a date. But as long as I have a red dress, and some friends I will be pleased. This weekend has been awful my so called “boyfriend” is ingoring me. Last night I just kept crying, I haven’t cried today, I’m starting to realize he isn’t worth it at all. I just want one answer though.. who knows whats going on in that boys head.. I know this will be the last time I fall for someone that fast, I can’t believe I allowed myself too just give him everything, then bam! nothing out of nowhere he starts being a dick. So done with guys bullshit. I think I will just take a long shower, send him another text about this situation, then turn off my phone, listen to the hope line, then fall asleep.
